Broken skin shallow ground
shadows pull me in to drown
hesitation of resuscitation
leads to my inoculation
plagued inside I dare to hide
a deadly virus said to bide
until my soul is filled with rust
as my body turns to dust
Strangling, Twisting, Falling,
The impact of this heart I am stalling.
The pain of it all, trapped in my head,
All the wonder and love, dread in its stead.
A way for it all to end in one swift thought,
Every day it occurs, but the outcome is naught.
Promises I made, I break, and broken lays my heart,
Perhaps it was destiny that joy would die from the start.
Of course not all can be known how it plays,
I just hope that damned light kindly stays.
Anger and rage, at myself I direct,
My brain itself I need to disect.
Why this pain troubles me so much,
Can one truely cry from the lack of a touch.
Deep down, my soul cries in agony and stress
Drown me
Scrub me
Make me smell all nice
Rinse me
Rub me
Chemicals lose their bite
Drain me
Bleed me
Put me out to dry
Hang me
Lynch me
Way up in the sky
Shake me
Slap me
Bring me back to life
Fold me
Mold me
Remove me from your sight
I wish away another day
And look upon a foggy day
Mist around to block my way
Keep me down under my pain
The screams of sorrow
And whispers of pain
I wish that this would go away
And let me fly away
To wish to have my pain at ease
But that is not likely to be seen
To bare my pain and sorrow here
You must first face worst
And when worst comes first
You wont here a single cry of pain
Except that one you share with the world
Now its here to take you away
Its here to drag you to the dark
And have you left in the chamber of fate
But when that fate comes around
You will wake up and then
Expect me to come and say
"I told you so"
Nobody knows
that depression is eating me alive
years of being sad
I've lost touch of my vibe
afraid of what people would think,
I stay inside my shell
I need my confidence
to fix myself
Help me
I'm losing myself
help me
Happiness has gone away
Worth
What makes you perceive yourself as: "not good enough?" Is it simply: "aesthetic?" Beauty is born in many forms, and what exists on the outside of your vessel eventually evolves egression. What is eternal and ever bright is the beauty born within your light.
Some people do not understand that, in some scenes of serious significance, simple words whispered of will's wise wonderful weal cannot undo the prejudices prevalent in the pretentious and puerile narrow-minded negativity never far from the fictitious fantasies of folly formed in the fear of any reality where we all reside in the rational realm of real community, compassion, and c
Parched and cracked and barren;
An everlasting desert stretching into eternity.
No creatures roam here anymore,
Only the winds dare to trespass;
Stirring up dust from times long passed,
Taunting this land with memories best forgotten.
What this place would not give for some sign of rain,
Some sign of the life that once flourished here;
It was once a paradise, you see...
Once, there were lives built here, too bountiful to count,
Once, there was beauty here;
Buds of the sweetest scents and most vibrant hues,
Trees with leaves like jewels, glittering in the sun.
Once, this place had a splendour that was unrivaled;
Magnificent waters meandered
I do not feel like I should
Something's missing deep within my mind
A shadow of emotion
Sometimes goes fleeting by
And for a second
I'll think I'm fine
But I've grown
And now I know
I am just hollow inside
There's no soul within me
I am only shell of a human being
A story with no meaning
An adventure with no purpose
A dream that will never succeed
That is all I am
That is all I ever will be
Lacking of empathy
And for that I am sorry
~(c)iamburningfire
When you lay on your bed,
thinking you're dead.
A fog all around,
hallucinations abound.
Spirits of ghosts haunt from the past,
will you get to meet them again at last.
The blood from your wrists staining the bed,
with words only ever seen deep in your head.
You should have told someone of the pain that you bore,
but instead you chose to not exist any more.
I'm here basically just to make a few friends, let people know how much I appreciate what they do and throw a couple things up here that I write every now and then.
I'm also a huge otaku and currently learning Japanese so I can watch all the anime I want without needing subtitles and understand all the Japanese music I listen to.
Feel free to message me for any reason whatsoever.
Favourite Movies
Wedding Singer. Me, Myself and Irene. South Park Bigger, Longer and Uncut.